I've decided.

Chuck Bass is my city boyfriend and Blake Shelton is my country boy.

I think I will always be in love with Chuck. He's cocky and arrogant, yes...but come on, what girl doesn't fall for a guy like that every now and again. You want your guy to be a little bit like that right? But he's so cute to Blair when they're in love. And what girl doesn't want a guy to be completely in love with them and go after them the way he is lately. (Ahh this show is frustrating me so much ps!)

But then there is Blake...move over Miranda Lambert...I'm gonna steal him! I love his voice, I love that he's country, and he's so hot! Also he seems super funny. He was on Chelsey Lately talking about "The Voice" (which by the way I've been loving!) and he was cracking me up. He just seems like a real man. Not the guy who is going to want to help you decorate the house...he'd want to build the house. Ha. Anyway, I've already secretly wanted a cowboy. So Blake, you get to be my new bf. Sound good to you? Great.

frustration and an apology

This may not sound like what love is to most people. I don't think this is love either, but it does sound a lot like a relationship. At least this is sort of what I am going through right now.

So I apologize for all of my depressing and pathetic posts lately. My blog has sort of become a place for me to get my frustrations and feelings out, because I feel like then I don't have to burden people with it and if you read my blog you can just skip over the posts that seem boring you or don't want to read :)

Anyway, relationships always start out so happy and fun, but anyone will tell you they take work. I also guarantee there are very few people that say they haven't been through a point in a relationship that actually meant something where they haven't ended up crying themselves to sleep one night and then smiling their faces off the next day. Relationships are hard. They come with making big decisions. They come with happiness and heartbreak. A great relationship makes it through the hard things, but they for sure are not perfect.

I guess I'm at the point where I'm trying to figure out what my relationship is right now. Hopefully it just makes me a stronger person in the end either way.

Virgin Mobile Commercial

I'm pretty sure this is one of the funniest commercials I've seen in a while.

How many people cannot relate to this? Maybe not in that intense of a form, but come on...you have to admit.

My favorite line..."And with unlimited data and web, I can go through his flicker stream to make sure I'm hotter than his exs."

Anyway, I think this is just so creative. Hilarious.

i have a problem

I'm pretty sure I just spend the last week watching every possible crime show there is. I probably watched more hours of them that I worked.

For example I just watched a two hour special on the 15 most notorious women. In the top three was the woman who "Monster" was about, Aileen Wuornos. She was one of the first woman serial killers...not many of those. She was a prostitute, who used this "ability" to kill the men who were going to use her services. Anyway, it's kind of interesting. She was sentenced to the death penalty. And she wasn't even number one on the list. Neither was the mother who let her car drive into a lake with her two kids strapped in their carseats in that back. Or the girl who secretly carried her pregnancy to term, had the baby DURING prom, and then dumped it in a trash can and went out and enjoyed the rest of prom. What?

Then I proceeded to watch ANOTHER special on "Dating Nightmares". This one was about girls meeting pyschos online who they think are like 19, but really they are a creepy 43 year old rapist, or a boyfriend who turns out to be a stalker and burns the new boyfriend's house down and then shoots the girl in the head...etc you get it. And I thought I had dating nightmares. The people I date just dump me. Ok I admit, I have some stories. Maybe I'll tell you about them sometime.

Anyway, the previous days this week I probably watched a good 40 to 50 episodes of Law and Order, CSI, Castle, and Criminal Minds. I'm just addicted...not to mention starting to have creepy dreams.

What can I say? I love them. O, and I don't think I'll ever date anyone online...ever.

Where have all the good men gone?

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Read this article...my dating problem for the past couple years.

The Science of Smooching: Why Men and Women Kiss Differently

The Science of Smooching: Why Men and Women Kiss Differently

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My entire room smells like flowers :)